the crash & the come up

I been trippin' tryna get on the road again Cause you and I been here before can't get any rest Ask me what I do it for I can't answer that You know I'm never slowin' down got no plans for that This isn't time to pretend, I ain't tryna be friends I see you wanna forget I've been over the edge And when I'm closin' my eyes, see a whole lotta red No point in tellin' you lies if I'm already dead I know I'm fuckin' up my composure The devil talkin' 'bout gettin' closure You think I'm losin' control, afraid to leave me alone But you already know I'm better off on my own The cycle is fucked up, the crash and the come up I've already sold my soul I say I'm above this, but you know I love it I got nowhere else to go I'll take your love but I ain't givin' it back I got the keys and now I'm livin' too fast I'm speedin' up 'cause I don't want it to last Got no regrets I'll leave it all in the past But you said something that I'll never forget You know the rules are just whatever you bend You know the cage you built is all in your head You never meant to see it through to the end I know I'm fuckin' up my composure The devil talkin' 'bout gettin' closure You think I'm losin' control, afraid to leave me alone But you already know I'm better off on my own The cycle is fucked up, the crash and the come up I've already sold my soul I say I'm above this, but you know I love it I got nowhere else to go This isn't time to pretend, I ain't tryna be friends I see you wanna forget I've been over the edge And when I'm closin' my eyes, see a whole lotta red No point in tellin' you lies if I'm already dead I know I'm fuckin' up my composure The devil talkin' 'bout gettin' closure You think I'm losin' control, afraid to leave me alone But you already know I'm better off on my own