Happy

Ayy Don't kiss in front of me, it makes me sick I'm not bitter, well, maybe a little bit I'd sniff glitter if it'd help me feel something real And if it was my birthday, I'd make a wish To not be bitter 'cause I'm getting sick of this I'd skip dinner if it'd help me feel something real And sometimes I think I kill relationships for art I start up all this shit to watch 'em fall apart I pay my bills with it, I watch 'em fall apart Then pay the price for it, I watch 'em fall apart, but Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, oh, oh, oh Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, yeah I'm sending out texts at 4 a.m I'm not desperate, I just want somebody's skin In my denim, 'cause it helps me feel something (Oh, oh) And sometimes I think I kill relationships for art I start up all this shit to watch 'em fall apart I pay my bills with it, I watch 'em fall apart Then pay the price for it, I watch 'em fall apart, but Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, oh, oh, oh Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, yeah Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy And sometimes I think I kill relationships for art I start up all this shit to watch 'em fall apart I pay my bills with it, I watch 'em fall apart Then pay the price for it, I watch 'em fall apart Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, oh, oh, oh Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, yeah, yeah Oh, oh, oh, oh (I just wanna be ha—) Oh, oh, oh, oh I just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy (Uh) I just wanna be happy (Uh) I just wanna be --- Happy - Julia Michaels