Silence

3AM, I said I would be in bed by 10 But then you said to come thru, mhm And of course, I went Talked about nothing with a few fake friends Just to be around you For a minute or two So here I wait Half drunk in the drizzling rain In jeans too tight for me to breathe But you don't know a single thing 'Cause I'm screaming in silence (Shh) Oh, I can't say what's on my mind Boy you're singing like a siren And it's keeping me awake at night I wish you knew But I'm never telling you Oh, I'm screaming in silence (shh) 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me Remix plays on cheap speakers of a song I hate Teardrops in the bathroom Don't know what to do (don't know what to do) So I gloss my lips Remind myself that I'm a badass bitch And I don't really need you 'Til I believe that it's true ('til I believe that it's true) But still, I wait Half drunk in this drizzling rain In jeans too tight for me to breathe But you don't know a single thing 'Cause I'm screaming in silence (shh) I can't say what's on my mind Boy you're singing like a siren And it's keeping me awake at night I wish you knew But I'm never telling you Oh, I'm screaming in silence (shh) 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too And babe, I know it's pathetic that I've stayed With all these words trapped in my brain But 'til I learn to walk away I'll be screaming in silence I can't say what's on my mind Boy you're singing like a siren And it's keeping me awake at night I wish you knew But I'm never telling you Oh, I'm screaming in silence 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me