Forgot I Was The 1?

I done seen my life flash, dawg This shit is more than jewelry and fast cars What if me callin' for help was my last call? What if God didn't answer? 'Cause I took shit for granted What if me wantin' a double R, turned me to a phantom? They went from callin' my phone to prayin' God doesn't answer It's crazy how they switched up, I don't understand it None of them trenches done got them when trouble, it come to you double when you try to dip My mama taught me how to be a man, K-Murder taught me not to be a bitch 'Member that one day, niggas tried fight but I had the pipe, put that on my gift In front of my mother, I let that shit go, too quick to blow a nigga in his shit Imagine my mama hearing I'm dead, through the most so my mom see me like this Gotta stay on my shit, I ain't focused on niggas, they kids Young and focused on runnin' up hits Stackin' these bands, that's what we live Nothin' like you, that's we do Everything problem, you comin' to me Who could relate? I done did too much for niggas that turned around and spit in my face And some days we was comin' up I thought this will never ever be the case Fuck it, I'm here I'm tryna fuck up some commas, no Pluto, feel like I'm in space Give a fuck about nobody givin' me kudos, I rather a raise Started from the bottom, worked my ass off I done seen my life flash, dawg This shit is more than jewelry and fast cars What if me callin' for help was my last call? What if God didn't answer? 'Cause I took shit for granted What if me wantin' a double R, turned me to a phantom? They went from callin' my phone to prayin' God doesn't answer It's crazy how they switched up, I don't understand it I don't want shit but some money I ain't chasin' no bitches, they ain't on shit I know niggas hurtin', prayin' I'ma fail But I'ma keep workin', make them niggas sick Ain't no one helped me Role models lookin' at me like I don't exist Still livin' healthy Ain't never needed nobody, just my gift Look at my wrist Thuggin', I did a lot of grindin' for the goals, Had a circle was chill They was thinkin' I was cold, suck my dick Chilling 'round unloyal bros, didn't know 'til I slipped Get one life, won't think twice 'fore I throw out my blick All I know, funny cards was dealt to me But I know, that I wasn't meant to be All I know, blessed for sure, time to go Started from the bottom, worked my ass off I done seen my life flash, dawg This shit is more than jewelry and fast cars What if me callin' for help was my last call? What if God didn't answer? 'Cause I took shit for granted What if me wantin' a double R, turned me to a phantom? They went from callin' my phone to prayin' God doesn't answer It's crazy how they switched up, I don't understand it --- Forgot I Was The 1? - Lil Tjay