Better Drugs

The sun is spilling in the window And I’ve been getting pretty good at staying up Yeah I’ve kinda been a wreck, got a California King  But I’m sleeping on the floor  Why don’t you say something? You stab your ice with your straw You never say nothin’ Unless we’re alone in the dark Inside your bedroom With your head on my heart And I was falling in love  While you were calling a car It’s hard enough  Just staring at the ceiling  While you’re getting drunk At some party in the canyon In some stranger’s arms You say you’ve lost that feelin’ I need something to believe in I need better love or better drugs Yeah nothing really matters It’s not a phase it’s just a pattern that I’m in You’re putting on your makeup to go to work And I’m just sleepin’ in again I tell the bartender  “Just put it all on my card” I see your eyes moving To the front of the bar I’ve got my own issues I know I’m coming apart Yeah I was falling in love While you were playing it smart