RAT IN THE WALL

I feel so exhausted Hearing the words you speak So thoughtless and stupid Dampening everything I feel it coming in waves again Misery is a friend It wasn't always like this But now it seems you cease to exist What the fuck is the point when I try to help all I do is make it worse These days I don't recognize a face Or maybe I'm the one whose changing In life you can only lose so many times Before you realize that it's gone It slipped away, if anything I feel so exhausted Hearing the words you speak So thoughtless and stupid Dampening everything Thinkin' my life might change I'm living with the pain and sleeping my days away I just wanna know who's there Does anybody care Nobody, no one Fuck it all I did my best I guess I'm just another one of your wasted ends Used to call you friend but you pretend And that's what went and killed the sentiment Cause I can't take another fucking second of the lies, guilt, or insolence Nothing but a parasite Colors showing in the light I feel it slipping away from me Never ending A place that you don't see What it means to me I feel it slipping away from me Motherfucker Give it away, throw it away Give it away, throw it away Give it away Give it away, throw it away Give it away, give it away I feel so exhausted Hearing the words you speak So thoughtless and stupid Dampening everything