Fck It Up

Standing on the top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs Looking at you from a distance, you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck him up I see your eyes all over me 'Cause I am not who I should be I wanna be ugly Not your PYT (PYT) I had a wish and it came true (it did) But it can't fix what I been knew (it won't) I know my life just isn't real (it's not) It leaves me free and at unease Standing on the top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs Looking at you from a distance, you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck him up When I was young I felt myself Then I grew up, got lost again Nothing really matters, except you and I are brothers I got everyone to come for, I don't need your comfort Standing on the top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids who wanna do drugs (huh, huh, huh, huh) Looking at you from a distance you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck him up (ay, ay, ay, fuck it up) Do I look empty? Now in my twenties Do I look friendly? Do I look happy? Now in my twenties Do I look friendly? Do I look empty? Now in my twenties Do I look friendly? Do I look happy? Now in my twenties Do I look friendly? Standing on the top but I just wanna fuck it up Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs Looking at you from a distance, you're in love But never with me so I gotta fuck him up --- Fck it up - Mavi Phoenix