Never Gonna Change

Don't wanna run away I led myself astray Out of view Try not to fall apart But holding on is hard It's true Nineteen and so naive But I still won't take, I won't take the blame No peace inside of me Never gonna change Always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby What a mess I made Falling on my face Where will I remain If I'm far past saving? Never gonna change Always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby Thought that I was stuck But I went straight backwards I've gotta face myself To save my mental health But I'm not Ready yet, I can tell Found comfort in my shell But I've got To break free From disdain surrounding me I truly think that things will never change How come I can't see The havoc tethered to me? Can't hold back now 'cause I'll never Never ever change Always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby What a mess I made Falling on my face Where will I remain If I'm far past saving? Never gonna change Always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby Thought that I was stuck But I went straight backwards I know that it's me I'm guilty, I'm guilty And maybe I'll be set free But I gotta get out now Or I won't find the answer Baby, yeah Baby, yeah, yeah-yeah Never gonna change Always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby What a mess I made Falling on my face Where will I remain If I'm far past saving? Never gonna change Always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby Thought that I was stuck But I went straight backwards I know, I know