Grow Up

It's a mix of caffeine and sleeping pills These late nights do me harm Now I'm, I'm done It's a blend of coffee and medicine And staring at these walls I'm gone, so gone But I'm more than that I'm more than you'll ever be I'm more than speculation I'm more than your jealousy They say grow up, but I'm getting better I listen to the same songs that I did 5 years ago They say grow up, but I'm only human Still staring at the night sky looking for the afterglow You're a blend of arrogance, and ignorance I don't think that'll ever change You're done, so done Stay Stagnant, and deal with it Because things wont stay the same You're done, stay gone But I'm more than that I'm more than you'll ever be I'm more than speculation I'm more than your jealousy They say grow up, but I'm getting better I listen to the same songs that i did 5 years ago They say grow up, but I'm only human Still staring at the night sky looking for the afterglow Go f******urself, You never believed in me I noticed that from the start of everything So don't smile and wave because we've seen your insincerity Don't believe me? Look at everything You're a shadow of your former self Just admit it, its jealousy Why'd you play the bad guy and pin it all on me They say grow up, but I'm getting better I listen to the same songs that i did 5 years ago They say grow up, but I'm only human Still staring at the night sky looking for the after Grow up, but I'm getting better I listen to the same songs that i did 5 years ago They say grow up, but I'm only human Still staring at the night sky looking for the afterglow