Re-Use

How heavy the sky was outside of my windows And from the inside I watched it go by With all that I've got to reach back to remember The things I fought, so hard with each thought Then your voice returns until every word burns the walls I tried to keep you outside, you're part of me now But you're not around Why you're under my skin You found a way to get in Why you're under my skin And now the thoughts I resist I reuse Strange how it hits me when all of the moments I used to know travel so close Through my invitation, I'm reluctant to feel it pierce through my skin And with every inch it brings back the hurt As thoughts recur inside my head of all that we said To leave it behind but now you're inside Why you're under my skin You found a way to get in Why you're under my skin And now the thoughts I resist I reuse You're a part of me now but you're not around