Been Lying

Don't wear my shades to be cool I wear them to hide my tears from you Behind the smoke I'm so red eye And I'm tired of you asking why I said I've been lying to you And I've been lying to me too My heart has been through hell and back I've only dressed in pretty and black Middle finger when it comes to love Act like I don't really give a fuck Cause I've been lying to you I said I've been lying to me too I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too I don't always say what I want to say I tattoo myself to show my pain Don't lead in a crowded space even though we're both face to face Cause I've been lying to you Said I've been lying to me too Hurry up and wake for the spotlight Looks like another whisky night What's inside they never expose They only see what the camera shows Cause I've been lying to you Said I've been lying to me too, noo I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too It's like the whole world's getting at me Tryin' to make everyone happy, that ain't me Walking around, wearing a smile, but deep down I'm really fucked up, this ain't me I don't wanna quit, tryin' to hang with this And figure out who the hell I am I don't mean to make you run away But I don't wanna forget to be me The truth is I don't wanna lose you But I don't wanna lose me too I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too I've been lying, lying to you Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too --- Been Lying - Rita Ora