Self Sabotage

Everything's in line, I get anxious If it feels too good to be true Than it probably, is I love it, but I hate it I built these walls so tall pretending I am strong But really I'm just fragile I wanna keep you close enough But far enough away for me to handle Just when I think that the monster is tamed I hear it whisper: You haven't changed At the end of the day, there is no one to blame but me Self sabotage Shot of friendly fire on my way down Self sabotage Guess I'm always gonna be My own worst enemy There's nothing in the water I'm just known to make it harder When it should be easy If I could break the spell I'd shake the gates of hell I wanna change, believe me The deeper we go, the farther I run Don't wanna be who I've become Self sabotage Shot of friendly fire on my way down Self sabotage Guess I'm always gonna be My own worst enemy Guess I'm always gonna be My own worst enemy Guess I'm always gonna be My own worst enemy Self sabotage Self sabotage Self sabotage Shot of friendly fire on my way down Self sabotage Guess I'm always gonna be My own worst enemy --- Self Sabotage - Ruelle