Straightfaced

I feel better tired, that’s why I’m up all night I think of what I’d say to you if you opened your eyes I can’t keep the light out, no I can’t sleep at all Those Sunday morning sermons they come eating at my soul Could it be it, right in front I can feel it, I’m sorry but I can’t keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you I’m so sick of lying but it’s all we’ve got the rest is fake I’m talking quiet but it’s awful loud I feel felt things for but honey I don’t feel them anymore I feel better crying but I can’t bear the site Oh your begging me to stay but I can’t be with you tonight The sun comes up and I’m stuck and the brightness overwhelms me And in that light I am so dark, I pour out love but you can’t see Could it be, it right in front I can feel it, I’m sorry but I can’t keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you Well I’m so sick of lying but it’s all we’ve got the rest is fake I’m talking quiet but it’s awful loud I feel felt things for you but honey I don’t feel them anymore Behind, I’ll follow into the end of time And I, I thought I knew but I’m not sure this time I can’t keep a straight face on and say I didn’t love you With all my heart I’ve shut you out because it’s all I know how to do There’s so much screaming but it’s cold, it’s dull I felt things for you but I have never felt this numb --- Straightfaced - Spacey Jane