Freak

How many times can you look me in the eye Tell me everything is fine When I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak I am such a freak Trapped in a box Feeling so small Can't feel a thing Can't feel at all People they sat Laughing at me Pointing my face Call me a freak This world is not my own I was meant to be alone And there is nothing I can do to save me now How many times can you look me in the eye Tell me everything is fine When I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak I am such a freak Feeling so high Up on a cloud Falling to black Back on the ground Picture my lines Picture my face Won't go outside Want to erase These things they haunt my mind Think about them all the time There's nothing I can do to save me now How many times can you look me in the eye Tell me everything is fine When I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak I am such a freak How many times can you look me in the face Tell me everything's in place When I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak I am such a freak How many times can you look me in the eye Tell me everything is fine When I know it's not How many times can you look me in the eye Tell me everything is fine When I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak I am such a freak How many times can you look me in the face Tell me everything's in place When I know it's not I don't even know what I should say now I can't speak I am such a freak