I Spilled My Chai Tea

I stare out my window I wonder if you can tell That I'm thinking about you Oh god, what do I know? I heard on a tv show If I’m thinking about you Then you’re thinking of me too You’re thinking of me too I spilled my chai tea On the kitchen floor And I wonder if you heard the glass break Across the miles And was it easy When you slammed the door? And I wonder if you felt my heart breaking Like a child Well, I don’t write sad songs anymore I smile now in photos I wonder how I didn’t notice it back then So subtle and slow Gave up all my control Trying to please you to no end Well I spilled my chai tea On the kitchen floor And I wonder if you heard the glass break Across the miles What a pipe dream Always falling short And I wonder if you felt my heart breaking Like a child Well, I don’t write sad songs anymore I don’t write sad songs anymore Rainbow lights Cascading patterns of neon green Fill my mind A technicolor awakening Time goes by You’ll fade away like the melodies That I don’t write Forget the sadness I’m finally free But I could if I had to (Could if i had to) And I’d write them about you (Write them about you) Yes I could if I had to (Could if i had to) And I’d write them about you But I don’t write sad songs anymore I don’t write sad songs anymore I spilled my chai tea on the kitchen floor And I hate the way it made me think of you Cause I don’t write sad songs anymore