Pain

Everything happen for a reason But shit is getting hard to believe in I really thought this my season God don't give it all to me, he just teasin' You can walk into the loft and see the good times Touch road, I love going over state lines My anxiety through the roof I'm almost crying in this booth It just hurts to hear is the truth Like I know I'm not perfect To be honest I can't guarantee I'm worth it But I can do all I can I just hope you understand I still got some skeletons But I still try to stay genuine Tryna love you I just be a bit hesitant Cause what if I fuck up yo elegance Why do I always have some pain I wonder if heaven calls my name Cause this shit is getting hard I'm ready to pull my own card Fuck this pain Fuck this pain Fuck this pain I'm tired of the rain I'm the nigga to make em happy They fuck wit me cause I'm crafty All my songs be hella catchy Happy to you, I feel trashy Like if my girl don't girl love me What if my niggas tryna judge me I'm tired of hoes tryna fuck me I got a solid one, bitch please don't touch me I promise ya'll I won't end it But if I break it, there's a letter for you to send it Search my room for it Prolly won't find it cause you know that I'm good for it That's a message in itself Take care of your mental health The ones who be happiest be going thru the most But you didn't check on me, fuck that RIP post Why do I always have some pain I wonder if heaven calls my name Cause this shit is getting hard I'm ready to pull my own card Fuck this pain Fuck this pain Fuck this pain I'm tired of the rain --- Pain - 4l Javi