I miss the Christmases we used to have
I miss when mom was angry at dad
I miss when silence covered the house
Rather you be here angry
Than living without
The world tells me there's highs and there's lows
But I never been this low before
So if you tell me to climb to the peak
Don't be surprised when it's only me froze
Wonder if the world knows just how it goes
Wonder if money was never the goal
Know that pain is dealt with the best
By those that dealt with the most
And you couldn't see
The snowfall
Down from the mountaintop
I couldn't be
So calm
I had to make it stop
Said you couldn't see
The snowfall
Down from the mountaintop
I couldn't be
So calm
I had to make it stop
Bottling pain and aggression
That bottle symbolic depression
My grip on this life it loosens
Never had problems with loose lips
Always been living it my way
Can't get much further from Godly
187's calling
I ponder these thoughts all day
You don't feel alone
Bitch you write these bars just to fill a room
Maybe you should check yourself
Cuz nigga lately I ain't even feeling you
U happy seeing 21
Sheesh I'm happy seeing 22
U acting scared infront of the drop
I'm staring at the sky a wonderful view
Eyes low cuz the liqour cloudy
Wonder how the f******u feel without me
Stepping over all these niggas just to fill my motives
I'm the reason we divided
Not caring for quotients
Never seek the answers only the problems
If I'm ever at the top
Still stare at the bottom
Spending most of my nights
Still sick and Conflicted
Zero chance to repair
So it's zero for fixing
And you couldn't see
The snowfall
Down from the mountaintop
I couldn't be
So calm
I had to make it stop
Said you couldn't see
The snowfall
Down from the mountaintop
I couldn't be
So calm
I had to make it stop
So cold
So alone
Nights spent on the road
No I don't need a phone
Cuz' I don't wanna call
So cold
So alone
Nights spent on the road
No I don't need a phone
Cuz' I don't wanna call
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Peak - Alex O'leary
