This Hate Breaks Me

I look back at my past, I've been pleasing Back and forth, can't do both, need a vision Cross my line one more time, call me bitching Do not pass my way See the cage, feel the rage, so lonely Shut your mouth, won't believe your stories Hide your beast, live your lies so homely Truth is shady grey There is no escape There is no turning back A scar across my heart, no lasting remedy All I have become, a fading memory I am hoping, I am yearning Toss and turning while This hate breaks me inside Empty words, covered hurt, silent treatment Fool yourself, play your role, acting decent Watch me grow, end this show, never repent As I walked away Keep your pain, I will keep my pity No more lies, goodbye, yours truly My last word, it will hurt so surely Nothing left to say There is no escape There is no turning back A scar across my heart, no lasting remedy All I have become, a fading memory I am hoping, I am yearning Toss and turning while This hate breaks me inside No more feeling numb Need more air to breathe Lay to rest these painful memories We were bleeding out, blinded, cut and bound By the scars we keep inside our hearts A scar across my heart, no lasting remedy All I have become, a fading memory I am hoping, I am yearning Toss and turning while This hate breaks me inside --- This Hate Breaks Me - Aeranea