Learning in Public

Think I heard something break I'm sorry There's something happening In me It's like I'm looking down At my body A pinball in a game Losing speed If I'm aimless Am I blameless When I hurt someone? Why? (Oh, why?) Why does it have to be My least favorite subject? Learning in public When I (when I) Can't even look at me While everyone's watching I'm learning in public Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do All in all in all, it's just a memory I didn't mean to make You unhappy I didn't mean to change Without letting you know I thought that I could take Take you with me But did you slip away Or did I let go? It's confusing What I'm losing It was never mine Why? (Oh, why?) Why does it have to be My least favorite subject? Learning in public When I (when I) Can't even look at me While everyone's watching I'm learning in public Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do All in all in all, it's just a memory Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do The time, the time, the time, the time and energy Everything I thought I wanted I changed my mind and I forgot it The time, the time, the time, the time and energy We're too young 'til we're too old for it This is somewhere 'til it's nowhere at All in all in all, it's just a memory Why? (Oh, why?) Why does it have to be My least favorite subject? Learning in public When I (when I) Can't even look at me While everyone's watching I'm learning in public Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Learning in public (do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do) All in all in all, it's just a memory Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do The time, the time, the time, the time and energy Everything I thought I wanted I changed my mind then I forgot it all --- Learning In Public - Allie X