I was proud of myself when I said goodbye
It was hard to walk away but I knew it was right
Been avoiding all the places that we used to go
Ghosting all the people that we used to know
My heart is changing
Thoughts rearranging
Lying awake has
Gotten me thinking
I can't go back there
That wouldn't be fair
One thing I know is
I can't do this again
Doesn't mean I don't call you for a second then hang up the phone
Doesn't mean I don't miss you at midnight when I'm all alone
Doesn't mean I don't stress out when I go out and you might be there
And then when I see you and you're with her doesn't mean I don't care
Doesn't mean I don't, don't don't (Repeat x2)
It wasn't hard to tell you were bad for my mind
I tried to move them but the stars wouldn't align
So the day that I left I was picturing blue skies
Never saw the rain that would fall from my eyes
My heart is racing
Look down I'm shaking
From having something
That's taken away and
I'm not going to change my mind
But still I don't know why
It keeps me up at night
I know it wasn't right
Doesn't mean I don't call you for a second then hang up the phone
Doesn't mean I don't miss you at midnight when I'm all alone
Doesn't mean I don't stress out when I go out and you might be there
And then when I see you and you're with her doesn't mean I don't care
Doesn't mean I don't, don't don't (Repeat x2)
You took my heart and made it weak and then invaded it
I had to wrestle all my feelings from around my neck
You taught me things I never wanted to know
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
And finally I've escaped
It's everything I need
So why at night are pictures of your face still haunting me
You had me torn up on the floor and it was such a mess
Losing you was for the best
Doesn't mean I don't call you for a second then hang up the phone
Doesn't mean I don't miss you at midnight when I'm all alone
Doesn't mean I don't stress out when I go out and you might be there
And then when I see you and you're with her doesn't mean I don't care
Doesn't mean I don't, don't don't (Repeat x2)