Wake Up Alone

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he Got so sick of crying So just lately When I catch myself, I do a one-eighty I stay up, clean the house At least I'm not drinking Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking That silent sense of content That everyone gets Just disappears 'soon as the sun sets He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts He floats me with dread Soaked in soul He swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him Moon spilling in And I wake up alone If I was my heart I'd rather be restless The second I stop, the sleep catches up And I'm breathless 'Cause this ache in my chest As my day is done now The dark covers me, and I cannot run now My blood running cold I stand before him (before him, I) It's all I can do to assure him (assure him) When he comes to me I drip for him tonight Drowning in me, we bathe under blue light He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts He floats me with dread Soaked in soul He swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him Moon spilling in And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone