Curious

Is it corny if I admit That i check up on you from time to time when I'm on the net I promise I ain't no stalker it's so awkward When i actually come across you I act like I ain't bothered a bit And you know what that is and I know too That's pride mixed with lies mixed with I want you's Kinda maybe sorta or the order could be off Often I wonder if I regret what I lost At a later time could my state of mind make me blind I pray it isn't if it was I wouldn't admit it I thought that I was heading in the right direction But maybe loneliness has got me second guessing I got some fly women they follow me on twitter I think I'll DM'em alright I'm trippin' But I'm hard wired for intimecy So why does my loneliness lead to compromise Is it weird it's been a few years We celebrated the ball droppin' together (cheers) The stuff you used to wear different products in your hair When I smell'em in the air I feel like you're somewhere near Is it me is it you was it lie was it truth Maybe it's just nobody's ever good enough for you Ok I swear I'm going through asked my homie what to do He said boy listen here cause I'm finna tell the truth Everybody think about they ex's Even if you got kids man we two your best friend In them memories are easily made but hard to forget Cause they ex'ed up in your heart the good times and regrets It's curiosity get you in trouble Specially if it's forbidden kind that you run to Ah man yeah you're more sensitive then you'll ever admit So be careful who you make memories with The secret is to learn what it means to be content And celebrate what God's given not the things He didn't Our heart is always longing for more and it wanna bug out That's why we gotta drink from that water that never run out But sometimes I'm still curious --- Curious - Andy Mineo