I Can't Carry This Anymore

Feel it heavy in my bones now Feel like everybody goes out And smiles for the 'gram, yeah, tried but I can't Prayer in the shape of Prozac Try to medicate the lows that Come and meet me in the night time, losing track of my time Mama said gonna be all right But mama don't know what it's like in my mind Mama said that the sun gon' shine But mama don't know what it's like to want to die I can't carry this anymore Heavy from the hurt inside my veins I can't carry this anymore Wonder what it's like to be okay Would you like me if I drank that? If you wanted I could take that I'll do anything for love, I don't feel like I'm enough You can probably see right through me 'Cause I can promise if you knew me You would probably walk away, no you wouldn't want to stay, oh Mama said gonna be all right But mama don't know what it's like in my mind Mama said that the sun gon' shine But mama don't know what it's like to want to die I can't carry this anymore Heavy from the hurt inside my veins I can't carry this anymore Wonder what it's like to be okay I know I'll be fine, it's just that Every time this comes back Tell my maker up above that I have had enough and I can't carry this anymore Heavy from the hurt inside my veins I can't carry this anymore Wonder what it's like to be okay