Circumstances telling me who i am

Hasn't already been done a long ago? Why I bother keeping pieces in my hands It's all over, all shits I put out don't even make sense And I still sitting here not leaving my past behind I know it's too late to face realties I've held for a long time in my back Wasted years I spent are coming back and ask Time's still left so I decide to stay here Nothing's gonna change for you, alright? It's all excuses you make Stuck in a chamber room, Voices echoing all around the places Hoping to find exit that doesn't exist And circumstances keep telling me who i am All the circumstances beat all my dreams to stand I dipped my finger in the current And waited for them to be static All fishes passed on with covering their eyes Lied down hoping to over soon, Waiting here for someone to Take me away Please let this be over When I try to set things up, It sounds much better with reverbs, Way better when lyrics' aren't in their place Just to hide what I'm trying to say to you Waded through the twigs, twigs oozing from my head Hard to beat myself. Wherever you go I don't care This isn't the first, I hope this isn't the last Cause I know I'm heading for some unknown crash The time is so little, the time belongs to me So why I in a such a fxking rush?