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Sometimes when I wake up I start to think This can't be true And I'm not together So I block out all the days That don't matter And I raise my head Forget about what I did And try not to think too hard Sometimes I get so happy I hear things in my head That were never said I just sit alone for a while And start talking to myself, I think It's getting a little out of hand Try not to think too hard I hang on the words Thinking how I blew it With nothing left to lose Sometimes when I think about it It just doesn't seem fair Still I stay prepared And I work my way around it I look deep into myself and think This is getting a little out of hand Try not to think too hard I hand on the words Thinking I blew it With nothing left to lose I play my part It's not so hard I just stay out of view --- 92 - Avail