You

It's not an accusation, I freeze when I see you and I can still feel You breath You say I spread lies for attention as you play victim Their minds set on who to believe I can't sit here pitied and self absorbed But I can't scrub this scent clean I've tried before adn I'm sure I can't explain in words Or thoughts the way I've kicked and fought And fought myself to be sane to come clean and Begin at last again Sure I could give up and those I praise Wouldn't give a fuck So much for friends, so much for feelings now Why don't you spit in my face For bringing shame to your name You and I know for sure Behind closed doors It was you against me I won't sit here blamed and ignored As I rinse the stains clean without support And I'm sure I can't explain in words or thought The lessons I was taught As I fought while you used force for gain And I was skin deep in shame Now I won't let up I'll tread the heals of your every step So much for friends, so much for feelings now Why don't you spit in my face For bringing shame to your name You and I know for sure Behind closed doors It was you against me --- You - Avail