Never Know

The boy had dreams, yea The boy had dreams, had to get it by any means Didn't know how long my life would be, some death I seen Never know when your time will be, life ain't guaranteed I was only 8 when, I lost my best friend The boy had dreams, had to get it by any means Didn't know how long my life would be, some death I seen Never know when your time will be, life ain't guaranteed I was only 8 when, I lost my best friend Her story was tragic, still ain't know everything that happened Felt I was too young, to be seeing her up in a casket Prayed to God to use magic, put together them ashes Something ain't feeling right, I'm melting like plastic Some things I forget but I remember lots of times Things I seen keep replaying up in my mind Tried to make the feelings go, think I forgot how to cry Forgot who I was, didn't care if I wound up dead Was mixing them drugs but the demons were still in my head Thought God didn't love me, didn't care what happened next They told me I must be, mentally ill I'm depressed Perky's and lean, couldn't feel my body Liquor and weed, almost made me catch a body Making sales in p's yea, rapping was just a hobby Didn't do it for me yea, my idols I would copy The boy had dreams, had to get it by any means Didn't know how long my life would be, some death I seen Never know when your time will be, life ain't guaranteed I was only 8 when, I lost my best friend The boy had dreams, had to get it by any means Didn't know how long my life would be, some death I seen Never know when your time will be, life ain't guaranteed I was only 8 when, I lost my best friend Thinking bout my mama, when I almost got shot Was in love with the drama, wanna slide when I got robbed Some things done changed, now I'm looking back to God He healing my pain in ways, the drugs could not, yea This life too short, but with God it's everlasting Praying to the Lord when the devil start attacking Like get out my house, I already sent you packing God love me in amounts that I couldn't imagine He saved me from a cell Better yet, he saved me from hell Not my best, but I'm doing well Sometimes it be hard to tell But my life a guarentee God watching over me And if I die tonight, I know where I'm going I was off track, but Milly be back, can't waste no time The demons attacked for a fact, I was fighting for my life But I don't forget the times And I don't forget the lies But I wanna use em rhymes Tell em what's true in life The boy had dreams, had to get it by any means Didn't know how long my life would be, some death I seen Never know when your time will be, life ain't guaranteed I was only 8 when, I lost my best friend The boy had dreams, had to get it by any means Didn't know how long my life would be, some death I seen Never know when your time will be, life ain't guaranteed I was only 8 when, I lost my best friend --- Never Know - Ayomilly