Buzzkill

My biggest flaw is a total lack of self-control I have a sadness that I can't console I only had a drink to escape my thoughts Saying, "Flaws don't make you special, they just make you flawed" "What doesn't kill you makes you wish that it had" And, "Good things happen to people that are bad" So when the party came to life, I wish I'd stayed in bed But when I went to say goodbye, all of my friends said "Oh boy, here comes the killjoy Chill the fuck out, you're so young Just shut up, you're bringing me down And parties are supposed to be fun" Look I don't wanna be a buzzkill I hate to be a buzzkill I don't wanna be a buzzkill But this life is shit and I just don't want it I hate to be a buzzkill So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it Well, I was changing the world, but got distracted by my telephone In every crowded room I feel unnaturally alone It's like I'm living in a dream but all the characters are me I'm disillusioned by the world and I am filled with apathy All of the cheaters prosper and all of the quitters win And he's your president because you voted for him So when the party came to life, well, I imagined I was dead And that's when I began to cry and that's when all my friends said "Oh boy, here comes the killjoy Chill the fuck out, you're so young Just shut up, you're bringing me down And parties are supposed to be fun" Look I don't wanna be a buzzkill I hate to be a buzzkill I don't wanna be a buzzkill But this life is shit and I just don't want it I hate to be a buzzkill So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it I don't wanna be a buzzkill but I am I hate your city and I miss my dad And of course you're fucking happy mate, you've had another gram So I point a gun at your buzz, bang-bang I don't wanna be a buzzkill but I'm sad as fuck Help me, when I wake up it's bad as fuck Help me, no, you don't give a damn So I point a gun at your buzz, bang-bang Look I don't wanna be a buzzkill But this life is shit and I just don't want it I hate to be a buzzkill So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it I don't wanna be a buzzkill But this life is shit and I just don't want it I hate to be a buzzkill So I cry and I cry and I just can't stop it