They Looked Like Strong Hands

This isn't who I am From confidence to self doubt in sixty seconds Storming stages and stereos from here to there Trying to prove that I belong Trying to win approval from people that I don't know And I look so strong When the weight of all the world Don't take its toll And I'd choose my sides If I believed in what was right But I'm all wrong I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees Do I mean what I say? Is it just this disease where I never go home Never telling the truth how this life eats away Not admitting I'm fake And I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone? And I look so strong When the weight of all the world Don't take its toll And I'd choose my sides If I believed in what was right But I'm all wrong Just don't tell me this doesn't mean the world Cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor And I look so strong When the weight of all the world Don't take its toll And I'd choose my sides If I believed in what was right But I'm all wrong --- They Looked Like Strong Hands - Bayside