Escape

Finally getting what I wanted but I'm feeling off Numbers going up but I feel like I'm falling off All the love that's coming turning into pressure Everybody watching me, hope they really think I'm good enough Think I bit a little more than I can chew All the good coming with bad wish that I could pick and choose I've been running from myself, know I got a lot to lose Ever looked into the mirror and you see a different you? Damn I can't really put a finger on the problem though Feel like everything is adding up I gotta let it go All the weight up on my shoulders but it's getting heavy though I know I said I'm ready but lately I just don't really know I been doing everything that I would dream about So how can I complain when everything is working out I can't explain but I've been going down the wrong path Know that times are hard but I'm hoping that it don't last Falling away I'm feeling my pain Tryna let go But I can't escape Falling away I'm feelin my pain Tryna let go But I can't escape Got a voice inside my head and it's controlling me And lately I been doubting everything that I believe Am I gon make it or am I just gonna get a peak I think I'm slowly turning into my own enemy I'm hiding from my problems I just got a poker face I'm always thinking bout the shit that I just can't erase I always want the things that I can never have Why does everything that's good get disguised by all the bad I been filling up with pain I been caught up doing wrong And I know it's all a shame But I need to let it off I feel happy in a crowd But I'm sad when I'm alone I keep money in my house So I'm never on my own, yea It's kinda hard letting people hear about it But I know somebody going thru it and I know they counting on me Let em know That they not the only one Everybody got their problems but we gotta overcome yea Falling away I'm feeling my pain Tryna let go But I can't escape Falling away I'm feelin my pain Tryna let go But I can't escape --- Escape - Bazanji