Barberryans

I fucking lost it I fucking lost it, never had it all along Give me a do over, I'll still get it wrong Break me apart, bring me back where I belong Reckless, cold, and heartless, spiraling darkness with no pending dawn I fucking lost it I fucking lost it Wish I could find a way out I fucking lost it I fucking lost it Wish I could take the blade out I fucking lost it, growing toxic from the guilt I feel the clock tick turning caustic as I wilt Pain for the pills, where the fucks the life I built Call off all the searches, I know exactly where all the blood is spilled Time to confess Clear away all shame I've kept inside Life is a mess Out in the open no emotion left to try to hide Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine We've all got regrets and they stay close behind Just polish each moment and hope that it shines My life is a mess but I guess that it's all mine Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine We've all got regrets and they stay close behind Polish each moment and hope that it shines My life is a mess yeah my life is a mess