Cleansing

The dirt's so thick it won't come clean All around a haze like a smoke screen I can't see you but you see me But I might be gone before you count to three The waters are totally polluted The armies inside my head have feuded One side has smothered the other The disease it spreads and begins to cover Maggot infested soul of mine Has painted me in a corner confined My vision is blurred no reason or rhyme Help me escape these walls I climb I'm drowning in my own shit, gasping Gagging on the vomit, asphyxiated, grasping For a grip on the soap with the rope So I can get clean and begin to cope Scrub me 'til I'm raw, an open sore oozing Unless I'm clean I might start losing My mind and my life would have a fucked-up ending Thank God if you ever see cleansing Maggot infested soul of mine Has painted me in a corner confined My vision is blurred no reason or rhyme Help me escape these walls I climb Sewn my eyes shut, can't you see I'm smothered? Deaf, dumb and blind, the dirt has covered The windows which let the light shine through Cleansing of the soul, for I am you The last time I slept I dreamt My friend and I we got so high On top of mountains, deep in the sky Way up high where the white goes by The air is thin and hard to breathe But with a friend near, by your side you can conquer the world or wander around all starry-eyed I laid there and dreamt, along for a ride I took in the journey, my friend beside It all seemed so real, it all seemed surreal my friend and I were one deep inside These dreams come and go and are never the same I await new journeys asleep I remain When I hold my eyes shut tight I dream When I dream at night through my dreams I scream Why do people fucking go and have to change? What pushed my friend to tap the vein? Asleep at night I visit my friend Asleep at night I miss my friend The dirt's so thick it won't come clean All around a haze like a smoke screen I can't see you but you see me But I might be gone before you count to three The waters are totally polluted The armies inside my head have feuded One side has smothered the other The disease it spreads and begins to cover Maggot infested soul of mine Has painted me in a corner confined My vision is blurred no reason or rhyme Help me escape these walls I climb Sewn my eyes shut, can't you see I'm smothered? Deaf, dumb and blind, the dirt has covered The windows which let the light shine through Cleansing of the soul, for I am you --- Cleansing - Biohazard