All I Want Is Everything

We are the good youth We deal in dead truth We only care about what we can amend We paid our own dues We slung our own noose We wear our hearts upon our sleeves 'til the end When I was born and raised All I wanted was to feel the pain I thought that everyone should feel this way So I sacrificed my glory days Now I'm here, I'm alive but barely I feel so contrived A leaning tower of possibilities built up On all these lies Cause it ain't worth it, the grass is black Will someone please just take me back All I want is everything I've always had All I want, all I want, all I want, is everything All I want, all I want, all I want, is everything So now I'm finally free to be anything I want to be I can't make my mind up on which me That I really want the world to see Because I'm here, I'm alive but briefly Blinded by the lights, When the flares die out my heart cries out Is this all that's inside It wasn't worth it, the grass is black Will someone please just take me back All I want was everything I've always had All I want, all I want, all I want, is everything All I want, all I want, all I want, is everything I've lost my faith in what I always thought was everything (And the confidence I crave, is all I need now to be saved) And the false idols that I fought to be just Like were all just bought and so I sing (And the life I've always craved is full of Crooked little hearts that can't be saved) When I was born and raised All I wanted was to feel the pain We are the good youth We deal in dead truth We only care about what we can amend We paid our own dues We slung our own noose We wear our hearts upon our sleeves 'til the end