actually happy

I think I'm actually happy For the first time in a while And honestly it's kinda weird I'm finally sleeping better Remembering how to smile And not wanting to disappear For so long I let you drag me down Been a year and six months now But I think I've finally figured out How to fall back in love with myself No, I don't need you To be me anymore You've been taking up space I don't know what for I don't need you To be me anymore No I think I'm doing just fine I, I I, I Think I'm doing just fine Maybe it's just the weather Or a getting older thing But I'm caring less what people think I'm learning how to zoom out How to slow down Get out my head and just breathe For so long I let you run my life Didn't know which decisions were mine But I think I finally realized Living for somebody else is a waste of my time I don't need you To be me anymore You've been taking up space I don't know what for I don't need you To be me anymore No I think I'm doing just fine I, I I, I Think I'm doing just fine And it feels so good Oh, I got a little off track But I made it back And it feels so good Oh, yeah after everything I'm me again And I'm actually happy Hm