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It's been 4 months since I heard from you Somebody told me that you moved again And I know that you blocked me but I still try And check up on you every once in a while Just to make sure you're doin ok Yeah I know I'm supposed to Hate you And wish we'd never met I know I'm supposed to Blame you For everything you said and Pretend we never happened at all Rub it in your face whenever you call I know I'm supposed to, but still I know I never will I know it was messy how it ended But I wouldn't change a word of that text I sent Or the way that we fought and we cried in your living room Yeah you told me that I was a fool to run from you Yeah I would do it all again Yeah I know I'm supposed to Hate you And wish we'd never met I know I'm supposed to Blame you For everything you said and Pretend we never happened at all Rub it in your face whenever you call I know I'm supposed to, but still I know I never will You love to tell yourself That I ruined you But you never thought That you hurt me too Still I would never take it back I would never take it back Yeah I know I'm supposed to Hate you And wish we'd never met But you know That's not true