wish we never happened

I'm anxious, angry, I hate being mad But you wasted one year I'll never have Cuz you ruined my life When you tore me in half Now I spend all all my time Just tryna get back To the way things were Before I knew your name Cuz no matter the distance It's not enough space Now i'm sick of hearing Everyone say I'll be so much stronger Once I make it Through this But the truth is I wish we never happened I wish we never met I wish u were just some messed up dream I made up in my head I wish we never happened And I could just forget I've been looking for a silver lining Haven't found it yet I wish you never Never stopped me walking Right down the street Because ever since then, You're all that I see Hate explaining you to Every person I meet All the time & the energy It's taking me to get Through this Yeah the truth is I wish we never happened I wish we never met I wish u were just some messed up dream I made up in my head I wish we never happened And I could just forget I've been looking for a silver lining Haven't found it yet I wish we never Happened, ohh I wish we never Happened, ohh I'll smile because it's over Cry because it happened I've been needing closure Like a physical reaction Looking for a reason Not to wish we never happened Wish we never happened Wish we never happened Smile because it's over Cry because it happened I've been needing closure Like a physical reaction Looking for a reason Not to wish we never happened Wish we never happened Wish we never happened I wish we never happened I wish we never met I wish u were just some messed up dream I could wake up & forget Wish it wasn't traumatic And I didn't have regrets I've been looking for a silver lining Haven't found it yet