Always Like This

Oh she can wait For what I can give She knows what I am but She won't believe me Is it all ok? Will I come off the lightest? I can't believe it It's always like this Kept it at bay Yes you kept your words There on your mouth But it's not what I heard If I follow the light That I deem the brightest I won't believe that It's always like this I'm not whole I'm not whole You waste it all I'm not whole I'm not whole You waste it all I'm not whole Oh you can wait For what I can give You know what I am So you know how I live Try to look proud But you're not in the slightest Its happening now And it's always been like this I'm not whole I'm not whole You waste it all I'm not whole I'm not whole You waste it all I'm not whole