LoveSick

Hey, I heard you're doing better, never knew you as a quitter And I'm glad you're doing okay I don't know if you remember all the times you wrote me letters And I think you took me out in fifth grade And I think I told you, no, I said I wanna take it slow And I also called you gross to your face But I think everybody knows it was just a funny joke So do you wanna go on that date? I've been feeling quite amazing Flying kites with you, rephrasing Words from songs that I wrote myself It ain't good for my health But I spend nights thinkin' of you I write you songs when I miss you I promise I'll be there to help Though I might need a ride You keep catchin' my eyes Even when I'm terrified Can't get you off of my mind Oh, I've been feeling faded 'cause I'm fiending on the Hennessy Tell everyone I made it, though I'm miles from where I want to be I told my story countless times to all these fucking companies I used to be a worthless piece of shit, a boy with issues, see I've changed throughout this year so much, the who I was, you won't believe Obsessed with being normal, faking cordial actions, fantasies Of situations playing out so perfect like the movie scenes I want to take my mask off, but I'm scared because I'll never be enough for me I think I'm losing grip on sanity But I've been feeling quite amazing Flying kites with you, rephrasing Words from songs that I wrote myself It ain't good for my health But I spend nights thinkin' of you I write you songs when I miss you I promise I'll be there to help Though I might need a ride You keep catchin' my eyes Even when I'm terrified Can't get you off of my mind