She Said No

Stood together outside, I don't even know what Was going through my mind, now I think it was love I never knew I could find someone who I thought was dumb But make my heart go ba-da-dum, ba-da-dum And I was so scared for my life But I said that I would rather try And I'm pretty sure I'm out of time And I throw my meds straight into the mud 'Cause it doesn't seem to help me when I'm falling in love And my stomach hurts, but I don't mention the blood I think I might need a doctor for the mess that I've become Oh, I found it hard to breathe It's getting dark out, don't you think? Tell me or is it just me? Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold And we took pictures with her phone She left her Polaroid at home I texted all my friends, I wrote That I was falling for this girl Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls I told her that she was my world And she said, yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said You probably don't give a fuck who I am I don't blame you, I hate me too, but I can't Do a lot to change it or the thoughts in my head I am faceless, I'm nameless, I'm better off dead That's too far, I'm so sorry, please excuse my mess I'm so stupid, so worthless, I won't do it again That I promise you, I'm just a boy with a pen And a ukulele, is it not evident That I'm broken, I'm frozen, I'm stuck in my bed? I was hoping you'd open me up, but instead My emotions took over my mind and I said That I hate you, I hate that I wish you were dead Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold And we took pictures with her phone She left her Polaroid at home I texted all my friends, I wrote That I was falling for this girl Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls I told her that she was my world And she said, yeah, she said Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no --- She Said No - BoyWithUke