Redeeming A Monster

Dear Self, Stop eating your own foot Try saying something Worth listening to Cause every time you cover up Your problems you say "This was the last time I'll never do it again" (I'll never do it again) And it feels like I never really knew you at all So let's give this some time And maybe it will resolve itself (Maybe, maybe) I'm so tired of (Maybe we'll be) Making the same mistakes I lost myself So long ago I hid my sins Where I thought no one would know And every time I look back I see The person you used to love in me And it gets so hard To see my own reflection sometimes I'm standing unconscious And I'm ready to wake up I hope you brought Some color with you Cause these lines get grayer From here on out The deeper we go I lost myself So long ago I hid my sins Where I thought no one would know And every time I look back I see The person you used to love in me In me (And every time I look back I see The person you used to love in me) You can't stop me from making the same mistakes Can't stop me from making the same mistakes You can't stop me from making the same mistakes The same mistakes (In me) You can't stop me from making the same mistakes You can't stop me from making the same mistakes Can't stop me from making the same mistakes (I'm pleading For just a little more Time to heal myself) And I'm hoping you're still here As I walk up to your door But you're gone