So You Wanna Be A Superhero

There's banging on the wall It's 5am #150# I've got no sleep at all Just thoughts of how I might struggle through tomorrow Too much time in one day Too much time to occupy Boring thoughts And boring moods And boring bedtimes Won't tell a single soul that my soul's gone It's hard to write this song It's all a joke It's all been wrote down by someone who's probably dead I might be leaving soon I might be leaving soon There's laughter from below It's 1am #150# how could you have known? The thoughts of silence that had me From going back to sleep that night Wish I could call someone I love To stop thinking of myself Long look in the mirror Just. looks back so blankly You were right: I can't do this I'm going crazy, it's gone by me and you can't see How much I think I'm empty I might be leaving soon I might be leaving soon I might be leaving soon My dreams are full of what's not real I'll fly away and save the world I'll make you proud someday I just won't be around to see your face My life is full of what's not here I'll go away and save myself I'll make you proud someday I just won't be around to see your face