i finally understand

Oh Oh, oh, oh Oh Baby, lately Baby, yeah The walls are all gone, did we melt them down? (Baby) Liquid in my hands, liquid in my mouth (oh) Footage on my phone, did it with your tongue (oh) And now we're sticking close, and I understand Baby, I love you bad 'Cause lately I finally understand That maybe this feeling that I've found Might kill me, put me in the ground I finally understand, finally understand My therapist said I hate myself really bad You tell me it's fine, let me cry and hug it out Baby, I love you bad (oh) 'Cause lately I finally understand (oh) That maybe this feeling that I've found Might kill me, put me in the ground Uh, baby, yeah, ba-baby, yeah Uh, baby, yeah, ba-baby, yeah 'Cause lately, put me in the ground Baby, yeah, ba-baby, yeah Liquid in my hands, liquid in my mouth Got me drippin' out, got me drippin' out Many nights gone, finally understand I finally understand, I finally understand Feel it in my core and the feeling's raw You love me even when I hate myself, I'm sure Baby, I love you bad 'Cause lately I finally understand That maybe this feeling that I've found Might kill me, put me in the ground Baby, I love you bad 'Cause lately I finally understand That maybe this feeling that I've found Might kill me, put me in the ground Baby --- i finally understand - Charli XCX