Scratching and Screaming

I used to look in the mirror Back when everything was clear Nothing real to fear But now all I taste are tears I never thought my life would come to this Recklessness I never thought I would amount to this Ignorance I hear the voices calling me They own my life they're the ones who taunt me Scratching, screaming, feeding my pain Running through the darkness I'm just trying to be free Be free Be free I just wanna be free Searching for an exit but there's nothing to be seen Why me Why me I just wanna be free Save me from my hell One step forward, but a thousand steps back Standing on the edge, and I think I'm going to crack I feel it boiling in my blood I use to hold it back I never thought it would take me Scratching screaming feeding my pain Running through the darkness I'm just trying to be free Be free Be free I just wanna be free Searching for an exit but there's nothing to be seen Why me Why me I just wanna be free Save me from my hell One step forward, but a thousand steps back Standing on the edge, and I think I'm going to crack --- Scratching and Screaming - Chelsea Grin