Bugbear

Being in this space has made me feel A bit more small and I'm not quite sure where I'm goin' next I'll try to use a map but with directions I tend to be bad so I'll use GPS and pray for the best I've got so many years to flesh this out and be what I wanna be But it's confusing to say the least No perception of time or space or distance, or weight And I think I'm going insane Doomed to graduate and remain a beast And oh whoa I just want you to know I feel so brain dead next to you It's not like you intended to Hurt me or make me feel that way And I'm not tryin' to complain But it just sucks to try and explain Why I feel like this every day One, two, three, four! Sleepin' through your days and skippin' meals Must sound so unappealing But I guess it's different when it's the norm Sinking deeper into whatever this is without a hint of reflection Can't tell if this is the calm or if this is the storm Giving everything I've got Equates to about a shower and wakin' up late Faced with anything I tend to flee So when I'm thrown into the adult world Where they do things that I never learned how to do I guess I'll live in a swamp or a tree And oh I just hope you all know I feel so brain dead next to you It's not like you intended to Hurt me or make me feel this way And I'm not tryin' to complain But it just sucks to try and explain Why I feel like this every day My brain is surrounded by school kids Who all got their valedictorian cords While I couldn't care enough about my 3.8 No matter how hard I try I'm still not trying hard enough to be great