backwards

Okay I'm blue in the face As I lie on the floor I'm tired, exhausted Whatever synonym you'd like to use from the night before Ayo fuck this shit I'm tired of chasing bitches I already wasted too much time I could've used on business I guess I did it in the name Of tryna find a misses But I'm starting to realize that everybody switches yeah Everybody be switching sides Took me too long to recognize that I've been living backwards My life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track yeah I'm in need of help Can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But i feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet Been living backwards My life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track yeah I'm in need of help Can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But i feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet Everytime I go out now I get a rush to my head Been starting to think That maybe the world is better off with me dead I ain't living for the right reasons no more I'm not as happy as I used to be way before This all started Bombarded I got fucked & became cold hearted Wish I never ever changed Cause things won't ever be the same Yeah I've been living backwards My life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track yeah I'm in need of help Can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But i feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet Been living backwards My life is a disaster Priorities are out of whack I'm tryna get on track yeah I'm in need of help Can't find it Heard pressure makes diamonds But i feel like a pebble Who isn't worth a dime yet