Back Door

I AM SHROUDED IN DARKNESS I CROUCHED IN WASTED YEARS I LINGERED, I CAN'T GET THROUGH DAZZLED BETWEEN FAR AND NEAR LIKE THE ELEGIES RELATE TO DAYS BEYOND RECALL I LINGERED IN MANY MEMORIES AND AGAIN I STUMBLED THROUGH THE BACK DOOR SEEING YOU , A MISTY SHADOW I FEEL MY REPRESSION I CAN'T GO ON AND AGAIN I AM FALLING BACKWARDS TOMORROW I WILL BE HERE AGAIN A SILENT MUTE OF A BLACK DESIRE TOMORROW I WILL BE HERE AGAIN TOMORROW I'L BE HERE AGAIN I AM TIRED OF TEARS AND LAUGHTER OR WHAT MAY COME HEREAFTER I AM WEARY OF DAYS AND HOURS DESIRES, DREAMS AND POWERS ALTHOUGH IT MAKES ME WEEP IT IS YOU I WANNA KEEP