Ember

It kicked my ass, I felt so bad I look like crap, there's no life-hack It's pounding through my temples It feels like every season My nose is plugged or leaking Don't ask me out, I'm indoor We sneeze in Sacramento Achoo, achoo, achoo The pollen, you're so rude The mucus I produce is more than just a nuisance It's abuse Achoo, achoo The pills aren't working dude Goggle vision, life in prison I'm impaired, I can't taste my food Keep it all to yourself Keep it out of my sight Hold your tongue and hold tight Just to prevent a fight, yeah All to yourself Out of my sight Accumulate your spite Though you know it ain't right You wanna burn some money? Hop in a flight to Panama We gotta get under the sun You feel the Rapture waning? You know we can't just carry on Gotta reverse some damage done Let me back inside I'll surrender, I'll surrender We can make this right Know it won't happen overnight But if you let me back inside There's still an ember, do you remember How to build a fire? I need to see you glowing bright If you let me back inside I get above the frustration And put my head in the clouds This permanent vacation Eventually makes you drown I could have sworn that I fixed myself 'Cause I read a bunch of shit about mental health But then I took another drink and I said I felt Like I don't need to think about nothing, or the things that I do We've tried it the hard way, little to no change Let's take another chance We've dwelled on our mistakes, taken our own space We deserve another chance Wanna reanimate you I wanna see you flying high Up in the clouds where you belong You wanna burn some money? Hop in a flight to Panama We gotta get under the sun Let me back inside I'll surrender, I'll surrender We can make this right Know it won't happen overnight But if you let me back inside There's still an ember, do you remember How to build a fire? I need to see you glowing bright If you let me back inside I hope you follow through (inside) I hope you follow through