She and Her Darkness

My heart weights minimum a tone An army's feet pounding on my head Maybe I'll wake up one day to notice That all my life was just a dream And maybe I'll be better off without you You left me here with all my thoughts I'd write a zillion words or walk a million miles I'd sleep on broken glass just not to lose your smiles I travel for you around the world Collecting moments, oh how absurd To bring you beauty, to bring you joy I wish I'd be a little boy Where is that silence you primised me? Why is that distance so close to me? Why is your violence still hurting me? Why are your eyes avoiding me? Let me say thank you for all that you have given me Thank you for everything you've done Forgive me for saying one last thing I miss you and I hope you hear this song I travel for you around the world Collecting moments, o how absurd To bring you beauty, to bring you joy I wish I'd be a little boy I'm dying for you, can't you see? I'm lying for you to be free I hunger for you, 'cause I can't eat I'd vanish for you in defeat --- She And Her Darkness - Diary of Dreams and Adrian Hates