Eyes Closed

I know it's a bad idea But how can I help myself? Been inside for most this year And I thought a few drinks, they might help It's been a while, my dear Dealin' with the cards life dealt I'm still holdin' back these tears While my friends are somewhere else I pictured this year a little bit different when it hit February I step in the bar, it hit me so hard, oh, how can it be this heavy? Every song reminds me you're gone and I feel the lump form in my throat 'Cause I'm here alone Just dancin' with my eyes closed 'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you And time is movin' so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes (closed) Eye-eye-eye-eyes So I'll keep dancin' with my Delusion is here again And I think you'll come home soon A word brings me right back in Then it's only me that's in this room I guess I could just pretend The colors are more than blue But I lost more than my friend I can't help but missin' you I pictured this month a little bit different, no one is ever ready And when it unfolds, you get in a hole, oh, how can it be this heavy? Everything changes, nothing's the same, except the truth is now you're gone And life just goes on So I'm dancin' with my eyes closed 'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you And time is movin' so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes (closed) Eye-eye-eye-eyes So I'll keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes (closed) Eye-eye-eye-eyes Oh, I keep dancin' with my They're shutting the bar, they're cleaning the floor And everyone is already home But I'm on my own Still dancin' with my eyes closed 'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you Time is movin' so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes (closed) Eye-eye-eye-eyes Oh, I keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes (closed) Eye-eye-eye-eyes Oh, I keep dancin' with my --- Eyes Closed - Ed Sheeran