Say Goodbye Hollywood

Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (Hollywood) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (why do I feel this way?) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood I thought I had it all figured out, I did I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with Kim But I wasn't tough enough to juggle two things at once I found myself layin' on my knees in cuffs Which should've been a reason enough for me to get my stuff and just leave How come I couldn't just see this shit myself? It's just me, nobody couldn't see the shit I felt Knowing damn well she wasn't gonna be there when I fell To catch me, the minute shit was heated, she just bailed I'm standing here swingin' on like thirty people by myself I couldn't even see the millimeter when it fell Turned around, saw Gary stashin' a heater in his belt Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground I just sold two million records, I don't need to go to jail I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female I need to slow down, try to get my feet on solid ground So for now Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (so how do you like my life now?) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (Hollywood) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (why do I feel this way?) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Bury my face in comic books, 'cause I don't want to look At nothing, this world's too much, I've swallowed all I could If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would And end it for good, just say goodbye to Hollywood I probably should, these problems are pilin' all at once 'Cause everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up I think I'm bottoming out, but I'm not about to give up I gotta get up, thank God I got a little girl And I'm a responsible father, so not a lot of good I'd be to my daughter laying in the bottom of the mud Must be in my blood 'cause I don't know how I do it All I know is I don't want to follow in the footsteps Of my dad 'cause I hate him so bad The worst fear that I had Was growing up to be like his fucking ass Man, if you could understand why I am the way that I am What do I say to my fans when I tell 'em Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (Hollywood) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (why do I feel this way?) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood I don't want to quit But shit, I feel like this is it For me to have this much appeal like this is sick This is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick "Publicity stunt" my ass, "conceal" my fucking dick Fuck the guns, I'm done, I'll never look at gats If I scrap, I'll scrap like I ain't never whipped some ass I love my fans, but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact I've sacrificed everything I have I never dreamt I'd get to the level that I'm at This is wack, this is more than I ever coulda asked Everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood or mask What about math? How come I wasn't never good at that It's like the boy in a bubble, who never could adapt, I'm trapped If I could go back, I never would of rapped I sold my soul to the devil, I'll never get it back I just want to leave this game with level head intact Imagine going from being a no-one to seein' everything blow up And all you did was just grow up emceein' It's fucking crazy, 'cause all I wanted was to give Hailie the life I never had Instead I've forced us to live alienated, so I'm saying Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (Hollywood) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood (why do I feel this way?) Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Say goodbye, say goodbye to Hollywood Goodbye Goodbye Hollywood (goodbye) Please don't cry for me (it's been real) When I'm gone for good (this shit is not for me) So, goodbye Goodbye Hollywood (I'm not a fuckin' star) Please don't cry for me (no way) When I'm gone for good (I'm goin' back home)